Posted by Anonymous on 2015/03/03 under Uncategorized I spent months working on this goddamned project and all it takes is 30 min to ruin it. F***. Everyone is trying to make light of it but all I want to do is bawl my eyes out whenever I think about it. I feel so f***ing s***ty about this, man. I just want to crawl up in a hole and die. When I realized what I’d done I went and cried in my room for three hours lmao. Thanks to my art teacher for putting so much pressure on me, it really helped me get to where I am today: an emotional train wreck who can’t even look at the damn thing without crying. F***, I f***ing hate art sometimes. I mean, I know it’s not all her fault and there are obviously other factors besides the botched piece that are making me so upset but this is a pretty significant thing for me right now. I’m already pressed for time and there’s a really big chance I will have to start over…from scratch…and I really don’t have the time to do that. It really boils down to me not doing things properly (or something along those lines) which is probably part of the reason I’m so upset by the whole ordeal.